The Little Chapel


A few weeks ago I received a call from a dear friend of mine asking me if I had ever heard of “The Little Chapel”. She mentioned that it was very close by to where I live and that it was in someone’s backyard. I was truly shocked and felt excited to see what this chapel was all about. To be honest I looked it up online and I still didn’t quit understand what one of the services would be like. My friend had also mentioned that a woman named Sara offers her chapel to the public and that she works with Nick Bunick, the man who is said to be the reincarnation of the Apostle Paul and to which the book The Messengers is based upon. Sara is known as the Angel Lady as she can connect and communicate with Angels and the Angels that surround each one of us. Not knowing who either of these people were I went into this chapel experience open to whatever may happen.

I immediately emailed Sara and to my amazement received a quick email back that I may attend the next service with my mother. So on a Friday night my mother and I went to a service at The Little Chapel. What would happen really hit me on a deeper level than I would ever imagine. As we walked up to the chapel which was white I was amazed at how many people were there. There were in fact two chapels just incase there was an overflow of people, which in this case was that night. There had to been at least 200 people there coming from all over the place as I had heard other languages. Some looked ill with cancer while others were at an older age, the youngest I saw was a nine year old little girl with her grandmother. There truly was an eclectic mix of people male/female, race and religion.

My mother and I were one of the last people to be seated in the main chapel so my mother sat with others in a pew and I was seated at the very back along the door. Which to me was perfect because I felt like I got to watch everyone in the room. As the service began a man came out to sing and I began to look around the room. There was a large statue of Jesus that had been carved out of stone from Europe centered directly center of the stage. Then as the song came to an end a beautiful woman named Sara appeared behind the podium ready to take off with her sermon. It was truly a great reminder for she offered a sermon on Spiritual Characteristics. This occurred the first hour and then the gentleman who sung before came out again to sing and Sara had left the stage. Thinking we were done I was ready to go but then Sara came back onto the stage and said that it was time for healings to take place.

I was in shock a bit because I had know idea this was part of this chapels service. I must say before I go any further that Sara makes it very clear that this space is for all people regardless of race, background and religion. Her sermon was approachable on a true human level in which we can all relate to. So with that said I watched Sara closely as I began to see her aura and as she spoke I began to see a lot of energy starting to shift within the room. There were beings of light that spread almost like a green smoke or a green color around the room. I saw beams of light placed upon people, orbs of various sizes and colors. One man in particular had been covered in purple along his left side of his head, while another women in front of him had purple covering her right side from the shoulder blade down. Whenever Sara spoke and her eyes met with mine it felt very strong as if to say, “You must listen”!

As Sara asked who had certain problems with various ailments people began to raise their hands. She would stand before them and simply ask, “Well how do you feel now?” Most often than not the person would reply, “Much better”. In my mind I was thinking I have never seen healings done like this before, I quickly prayed to God and asked if this were true and to offer me a sign. Looking back I now know it was a silly question because I could see with my spirit eyes that it was obvious the Angels and all the love was in that room to offer hope, release and healing, I could not deny what I saw. But of course I need more proof, smile. Within less than a second in saying the prayer Sara looked towards my mother and said, “Someone is not raising their hand.” I could see my mother sort of freeze up and sink down into the pew. I knew it was my mother as Sara had called out for those with a hurt right foot and of course my mother as shy as she did not raise her hand.

So Sara looks at my mother directly into her eyes and of course my mother had to raise her hand, you truly can not hide from spirit. In the back I began laughing and sort of crying feeling so thankful that God had not only shown me a sign that this was real but he offered a healing towards my dear mother. As my mother walked up and down the isle as Sara asks all to allow the energies to work through the body I could tell my mother was not fully excepting the healing. It was a start and in time I believe my mother will be healed.

As these healings continued for the next hour I watched with my spirit eyes the ways in which the Angels would guide Sara and how they and all the Love energies would heal and surround the people. I wish I was a good artist as I would love to show all of you how it truly looked within that chapel. The one part that struck me the most was in the middle isle way Jesus appeared in full body, he had a white robe on and a brown belt that looked like it was made out of rope with something hanging off of it, I could not tell what it was. He would touch the peoples heads and bless them. Even after Sara went on to another person after speaking with my mother Jesus knelt before my mother and placed both of his hands around her right foot. I could not believe it!

As the healings came to a close we left with the feeling the need to process what we had seen and heard from this chapel. I was left with an overwhelming feeling to pray and to pray for everyone and everything that I could think of, that is how powerful this space had felt to me. In fact I felt I was in a constant state of prayer for three days after my experience at The Little Chapel.

Since my awakening I have had many experiences with different ways of healing. From studying Reiki, theta healing, crystal beds and now this experience with the Chapel. It made me ask a lot of questions are they all necessary? Why are they all so different? Do they truly work? But most of all WHY are they here and available to us now? I even found myself feeling conflicted between the metaphysical world/language and that of what I felt within the chapel. I noticed that I was becoming infused with various philosophies that opened another doorway into helping many. I felt comfortable with the language of spirit but now I was being introduced to another avenue, not one better than the other just both coming together and connecting to create a bigger picture.

As I am beginning to process these questions I will share with you that within my own experiences I felt very restricted with Reiki as it felt very boxed in and had to be a step by step process. From my own awakening I always went with spirit as it felt easy and free flowing as it was never me doing the healings but the angels and healers that would step forward. The crystal bed did offer a healing on my spirit body that still to this day I am grateful for but I do recognize now that you must be careful in what is downloaded into the crystals first and foremost. Theta healing while very interesting offered a very in depth approach to healing as it it’s focus is on the layers in which we have had many lives and other experiences that need healing from different life times. For me personally it was always too complex as to what to ask for and which layer to look within and what to replace it with. Again for me personally it was to complicated, spirit as is truth is simple. The energy has always been simple so that is what intrigued me the most about The Little Chapel, it was simple. It was not Sara who was doing the healings, it was spirit who did all the work. Sara did have the purest intentions in holding that energy for those healings to take place, and that is a big deal and in my opinion rare to find.

Based on sharing this with all of you I offer another avenue to healing. Is one better than the other I can not say, as I believe we all must find our own way. But I will say that I do believe that we are coming back into a memory of how we are able to heal ourselves. Whether the style of healing comes from the far east or a couple thousand years ago we are beginning to remember who we truly are. Above all else this experience really reminds me that regardless on where you go for healing whether it be a doctor or a healer of some kind, HEALING ALWAYS BEGINS WITHIN YOU! YOU are the healer of your own body. YOU must except and allow healings to take place for you. YOU must love yourself and forgive yourself enough for your body to release that which does not serve you best. Now are there times that someone does not become healed, yes. Sara mentioned at that chapel that people who do not become healed could possibly be on another journey after all we must pass over at some point within our life time. Most importantly stop blocking yourself and except healing however which way you choose to travel or are guided.

Like all things in life there are many different avenues to explore and being lead to another doorway that allows you to step even closer to God and the God within you. I am grateful within a short period of time to have been given the opportunity to experience various healing practices and I am almost certain this is just the beginning as to what is really out there. Until then I am waiting for another doorway to open and learning to heal my mind, body and spirit so that I may move forward as a leader for my children, my family, friends and hopefully to all of you who are reading this. Thank you for listening to my journey from this amazing experience.

Love Always…Tamara

The Power of Forgiveness


There comes a time in everyone’s lives when we reach a point of letting go that know longer serves us. In that moment of realization God shines his flashlight on a situation or a person in which all can be seen and revealed. I had such an experience and I was truly grateful because it brought me to a deep understanding of true forgiveness. There have been times when I have met people and began to see unsettling things or saw unkind words or actions, but I had always quickly stepped away and never spoke to that person and allowed it to become unresolved. To put it simply I was avoiding them and the conflict. My recent experience was different this time in that once again I came across a person who exhibited behavior that was hurtful and what I would describe as not fully awake to who they truly are. So why was this situation different? How did I understand forgiveness without feeling the need to “change” the person to receive the results and expectations I so longed to see?

It was never about changing the person to see my perspective, trust me I tried that throughout the years, it doesn’t work. This time I changed! Yes, the light bulb turned on and I finally got it, took me a while but I understand now what full forgiveness felt and acted like. It was my reaction, my thoughts, my feelings that would allow any situation to heal and forgive. During this time of pain and searching for how to resolve this situation the movie Ben Hur found me in the library. I had watched it so many times with my father as a child that I picked it up and took it home with me to watch. Sitting watching the movie I began to see clearly the message of forgiveness and how it played out for Ben and facing forgiveness for a far worse issue compared to my less than dramatic problem. From watching the movie I was clearly being guided and shown by my angels as to how to forgive, it was if the light bulb flashed on and I had my aha moment.

To truly forgive someone or something you must first look within yourself. You will never change a person or situation but you can forgive and take in the experience of self reflection and self worth. Love yourself to know what does not best serve you. Begin to question who you keep company with, choose those who are role models of kindness, love and honesty. If that is what you desire that is what you should surround yourself with. Regardless of how badly you think the person is or how they treated you forgive, for they truly do not see it. For those who are awake speak and act of love, kindness and compassion. For those who are still sleeping be patient with them for it is sad that they have not found out about their true selves and their beauty. They are not demonic or evil as some people might think, just mislead by their own sleeping illusion. Regardless of how mean or reactive they become hold your space to what is true in love and kindness and no matter what they do their choices are their choices not yours. I have felt sadness, compassion and I did pray for their awakening, I would suggest sending them love not anger for that fuels them even more. Trust that God will handle any situation just as long as you release and forgive within yourself, it is truly that simple.

About two years ago a sentence was given to me by the Angels and they said it so perfectly that I must share it with all of you today. They said…

Love and Compassion is all you need
especially to those who greed

Greed can come in many forms so with that said forgiveness is a choice from within you, it always has been. Once you make that choice you will feel a new sense of freedom and a true release appears in your life along with a sense of a new chapter beginning for you as you have learned from your experience. So please take the time to reflect upon a person or situation that you may have a hard time letting go. Love yourself to release it with prayer and forgiveness because it can hold you back from your deepest truest self which is of pure divine love. The choice is always yours..

love always…Tamara